I still can remember...ard this time last week......we were all at mediacorp's reception feeling so down......and jade came out at this time........and bozz came over to us and said they had to an wei those people first then he come n ka jiao us......coz we weren't crying.....or rather, our sister gang only vic cried badly......the rest of us............LATE REACTION XD
Oh wells.....a week...today when I saw lucify...and i thought to myself, jade could have been in their place de..... =(=(
Ok. back to my life ah. I've got no mood for studying comtemporary chi la....but i've still got time...since i've finished my global issue essay on sun miraciously.....haha! Tmr got to go some dunno wad fire defense station for talk......afterthat going to world bookfair with my grp of pple!!! So happy!! I very very long never read books le!! I wanna get that "say yes again" by piseces!! I can't find it in kino :(:( Sad ah...hope the bookfair haf lor~
Ah. Suddenly dunno whats there to blog about. Oh saturday's gathering! Im looking forward to it...........very long never eat buffet liao. HAHA!
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We had quite a personal sharing thingy for yang jun wei's class today. Well..each of us had to bring something that meant alot to us, and say why we wanna share that thing with the rest of the class. Wah...crying session leh..........almost everyone whose turn came cried while saying. I didn't though...coz mine was a happy thing. Heh. What i brought had got something to do with our cheenaclub people. zhi yu shi she me....i shan't say. U guys can man man guess :)
But anyway, a few days ago was our class' first anniversary! I almost forgot all abt it if not for some others that mentioned...WE KNOW EACH OTHER FOR 1 YEAR LE!!! This sharing session...jiahui n xuewei both mentioned they felt very lucky to know our whole class. Hmm...me too actually.......besides 1/2 and 2/2 in st margs, T01 is another class I know to be able to bond so well! Its like we are so fren fren with each other...we joke with each other, gossip abt teachers together..........really happy to know my classmates. Yang jun wei commented he agreed that our class was the only class he ever seen so bonded together...in the end we did something that he din do with the other class. He made us form a circle n hug have our hand over each person's shoulder...wahh...weixuan got to hug yang jun wei and vice versa...zhuan dao le. Lol. Not that I care. Also not milk. Also not xl (eh...i hao xiang hug him b4 XD). Anyway.....................yea afterthat we started closing in on the circle..........really gan dong!! I LOVE T01!!! Oh and we sang a birthday song afterthat :)
Been feeling like a zombie for the past few days. I think this week passed very fastly. Reason being because of jade. Its like everything's happening so fast. Wed night, chatted with xiaolong all the way from 1am to 3am. Siao right.......n he said if we cry he will tell the whole of JADE (he still put caps...lol) that we not Guai Guai. Lol. Then he said the cd we made for them was touching in the front n funny at the back...and he cried. Omg...can't believe he will tear. Lol. Ok maybe i can. Whatever.
Thursday night, chatted with terrence frm 1am to 3 am. Well...then now we have 2 gor gors...coz haiya long story la. He has extra 6 sisters now. Lol. Yeah...but he say dun call him gor gor...sound so old (then he want pple call him di di?!?!) so he say, call yu sheng can le. Coz terrence sounds weird to him. Lol. But then towards the end, he started asking weird qns...he sounded kinda insecure...asked if we were energy fans, and then say like some pple go superband just to see milk only. Oh wells...i admit i was one of them, but then, now....................haiz...dunno where milk go liao. Lol. Anyway, ter said, he watch the video until he laugh (big contrast frm xl ah...lol. weird brothers) so yeah......coz he say his pose very funny...he can't rmb taking those pics with funny poses............lol.
Yup. Thats all. Have to pia contemporary chinese test. Shit lah...i hate the phonics thingy lor...its even worse than grammar......................its abt han yu pin yin...like why a word is pin this way bla bla bla. Haiz. Shit hor. And the intepretation......had orals on thurs.....sight translation. Read the passage, and translate it on the spot. Had a B/B+...think the B is for my eng to chi, the B+ is for my chi to eng..coz my ang moh better than my chi. Haiz. Like quite obvious lah hor....
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Haha! Like ive said, i take at most one day to be sad only.........true enough, this morning high again. Esp in jlo's class..he really made us laugh like siao sia...jo shld know it, hor jo?
Anyway, I think terrence is soooooo sweet..........even though we ask him to haf a du bai......and even though he went "michelle you mei you ah..." But anyway, he repeated my name 3 times...the rest only 2 times..wahahhaha! I showed my mama the video (if not she will nv understand why am i so over jade), and then she was like "wah...so next time got qing ni men qu ta jia zuo zuo or not?" Wahahha....so =______=
Actually, yest I already felt ok le...coz talked to shaun. He damn lame lah. Same frequency as me...though i think he is lamer than me. Haha. Then today 7 plus talk again. First my msn dp was bryan and his heart shaped cheek, then shaun commented bryan look like ah ma with the hair liddat (I have yet to tell bryan this...will tell him next time...muahahaha). Then i was like =___= coz i din even realise. Then he say "dun put his picture lah..put your picture leh, i want to see if i remember you correctly". So I put our sister gang picture with him and ask him guess. He guessed jo at first, but guess correctly on the 2nd time. Then he said he "zhen cong ming" then i say, "wa u take dumex ah" then he say he tts why he grow so tall (he 190 cm supposedly i heard), then say is secret cannot tell anyone. Haha! Then over at the mass convo with him (I was chatting with him in mass convo n private convo), we ask him hw much he earns for endorsing dumex. Then he say no $$ only give him milk. I tell him sell the milk, then he say now times are bad no one wants to buy =___=
Then i say he no need drink so much liao coz he so tall can compete with jack's beanstalk...he say he dun want to be beanstalk coz its green n naked. So I say jade also green...and more expensive...and he say jade not good want shld have diamond...then he say next year will have a band called diamond 5...then i say Wah wanna compete with lucify ah...then he say got diamond 5 soul can kao bian zhan...hahahaha!!! he say bryan can join diamond 5 coz he very gay...lol. He n his nonsense lah................then vic say they r branded as cute band...he say only ter n xl cute...they all just like dian zui only. Lol. Talking to him can relieve stress sia...super funny!
Then came bryan just now. Hmm. He opened a msn acc just for our sister gang! So nice hor! But his yahoo id very lame leh. What kinda yahoo id is that mans...but i can't say it here lah...if not i kana. Its supposed to be a secret. lol.
Tmr is terror day.........................mr "jiang hua guo wang bi xia~" wah..his nick is the longest we gave of all teachers sia!
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I am suffering from no jade no music this deadly disease...lol. I dunno why my reaction came so late...yesterday i was sad, but then I could control my tears quite well. Guess because jade was smiling and looking at us and everything, so those can control should control so they wun feel so sad. Though they were smiling, i could see tears welling up in ter's n xiaolong's eyes when they were being interviewed...the only really happy one is bozz. Really pei fu ta...he even said "jie tuo le jie tuo le..." siao de.
Anyway, today was a terrible day. Slept at 4am woke up at 8 plus feeling super empty. Anyway, now the first person i wake up to see is no more milk...coz of my handphone alarm, and my pic with xiaolong as the hp wallpaper, I see xiaolong first then milk. haha. So yeah, went to sch to return camera, and then it happened.
Jiahui: Hey, so who got out yesterday? Jade got get in.
Me: No...lucify..
Jiahui: Huh...
Then I started tearing liao. HAHA. She n xuewei was like so shocked lah...then kept consoling me. Then i was trying very hard not to cry but tears came out even more...cried all the way from block 52 to atrium. GOSH. Mad right...just feeling very empty. And then memories of this morning flashed back...i remembered xiaolong signalling us to smile during advertisments and before the show started, ter's tears welling in his eyes (becoz of contact lenses??), xiaolong saying:" this may be the last time we ever meet, or maybe there will be the 5th, the 6th 7th....time we may be performing for u guys...but remember, "NO JADE NO MUSIC!" Think ter was closer to us than xl....coz we talked to him more than to xl...haha! Xl being mobbed by fans into doing stupid stuff lah.
So yah...I guess if you r not a jade supporter, u wun understand why all of us are so sad. Coz jade really did alot of us......they r like more than idols already! Dunno lah...its just one month and im so attached to them already..i didnt even cry for energy that badly! I know this sounds stupid lah...but I am sure this is all worth it. I am so glad i went for the results show. So so so very glad. And I just remembered, I did hug xiao long................just that the 2nd time I siamed. No wonder I keep remembering a familar smell that seems so xiaolong today...hahah!
Anyway, so......jiahui they all were making sure not to ci ji me today. HAHA. Nan de eh...coz we always play stupid tricks on each other...today i was like a walking zombie. Half sleepy half heartbrokened.......all the way from morning to 5pm. Haiz.
Oh and Yang jun wei. He win liao. Coz we had lecture, then got one phrase he was teaching us abt presentation skills was "energy comes from passion"
Xinyi went : energy comes from taiwan! *our side de pple laugh* junwei: *he heard it* yah yah...energy comes from taiwan, milk comes from energy, milk comes from taiwan.......
Wah i tell u. So throw face. I thought he forgot I like milk liao. *screams~~~* How many pple in the world knows im a milk fan ahhhhhhhhhhh
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the title explains everything.........really...its like the bestest night i ever had with artistes...even better than energy's jian mian hui. Jade really touched my(our) hearts...they really...haiyo...dunno wad to say. Though they din get in, and they sort of had a hunch they wun, but then when camera not on jade, xiao long kept signalling to us fans to smile. And he himself was smiling happily!!!
Afterthat, the minute I saw lucify's box turn red, i saw vic bent down to cry. Then I was like trying hard to control my tears...vic voted like 500 calls for them.........by herself.......really felt terrible for her. And of coz...she kept saying she din do her best...well, i guess its just luck.
After that we waited for jade at reception. By the time they were out was ard 12:30am. YES. IN THE MORNING. Dun ask me why my parents allowed me to go...ah well, they know im a jade fan. Anyway, let me start with each of the members:
Bozz- Wah..this guy here win liao. Day before had food poisoning...had fever n kept vomitting...but today he so high, so happy...I kept asking vic if he was frm jade and if he really got food poisoning or not! HAHA. Then, I ask him why he dun look like he had FP, he say " zuo tian shi zuo tian de shi ma~ jin tian shi jin tian de~" Wa...powderful sia. Then he kept joking with us...and with vic n jeff. HAHA. Really liked talking to him sia...then ask him to sign my contemporary chinese notes. He added his msn email. HAHA. I am so going to ka jiao him lah...the lamest of the lot! Lol.
Shaun n bryan- Another gao xiao er ren zu. Full of nonsense. Bai pose take pic also must act gay. Lol. Esp bryan la....this toot take pic suddenly will xin xue lai chao change into funny expression. Then shuan is the tallest (190 cm) so he added a fan on top of vic, jeff n bryan's heads when they were taking photo. Lol. Then asked them sign my notes also...and of coz took pics with them. But i think one of them din sign...i dunno who lah.
Terrence- He is the SWEETEST! He kept thanking us...then vic say wanna take video. So he recorded a video for us (AND ONLY US AND US...THE REST DUN HAF!!) In it he said thanks to "vic, qian hui, michelle,melody....eh michelle haf or not ah?? and the rest.." Coz i disappear half way...to 'find' my memory card...then i was like "here here!" Then he "ohhh..." lol. But he din say joanne n yh's name. Oh wells. Then, when jeff fetched me back home with the rest...i asked him drop me at the underpass...but he say dangerous...said terrence told him he has to send all of us back home safely or he'll get it frm him...whoa...scary sia....sucha thoughtful guy! HAHA. Coz 2am not late liao...and YES...THEY ENTERTAINED US TILL 2AM!!! Then ask him sign my handphone, took photos, sign my paper...then told him i same school as him...from np =____=
Xiaolong - this cute didi ah..really stupid de leh. Everything also agree. Stupidly nice. First, take pics...then we all started ban gui lian with him...lol. Then i ask him sign my notes...he wrote "all the best" at the end (sidetrack...ter told me kao shi must jia you I dare not reply =X ). Anyway, then he started putting on this white specs...and then we all called him "huang lao shi~" Then we all took a photo with him, in it we ban gui lian n he supposed to ban angry. Lol...haven't got the pic yet...so dunno yet. Then afterthat we ask him take out his bear bear...the blue one he always haf it with him...he dun want. So in the end he say play game we win then he take out. Played hei bai pei n hai dai...HE WON ALL...what the lah...but he super cute la! Like xiao hai zi...now i know why i like him the best...he reminded me of milk....just that, he is the past milk....the cute milk, the milk me n yh like most...the milk that will never return. Oh wells. Anyway, then right at the end at the taxi stand, their taxi come le...dunno why, ter started to ka jiao xiaolong...ask him to dance. Then we were like "xiao long tiao wu~~~~~" then xiaolong was like saying to ter" deng yi xia hui jia ni jiu zhi dao!" HAHA. Then we ask him dance breakdance...n he kept repeating "wa~~ni men zhen de bu shi ren la~~" LOl...after he dance finish, he decided to take revenge n ask ter to biao yan. He was like "terrence~terrence~" So end up, ter also biao yan lor. He sang some song. I forgot wad. I got video the whole process though. By then, it was already 2:10am in the morning..
Yup...that's the whole process basically. But I know I must have missed out some other nice stuff they did for us. OH. Yah. I remember. They were like hugging each of us...I was siam-ing here n there. Coz I know I stink of sweat. But I couldn't run from terrrence =___= Managed to siam xiao long though..he hug finish vic, i quickly siam behind them, then he look to beside vic, realised I was missing, turn back I siam again. Lol. That time ter in taxi le...so he also quickly siam to taxi lor. HAHA. HENG AH...coz I know i stink like dunno wad sai. Anyway, then everyone rush to the taxi...then wa...see xiaolong's expression as he waved to us super yong li...his expression was like as if he will never see us again...really sad leh...
Today's supposed to be a sad day...but it ended happily...I really felt super happy after that. They really did a good job in consoling us fans. Wah...I now still high until no need slp liao! HAHAHAH!! And I've got xiao long on my msn! Can ka jiao him liao...now i dare liao...lol.
THANKS JADE FOR EVERYTHING...THOUGH TERRENCE KEPT THANKING US...BUT I THINK WE SHLD THANK U GUYS EVEN MORE FOR BEING SUCH WONDERFUL ARTISTES...AND BEING SO CONCERNED ABOUT US. *sobz*
They're better than energy. Really. *siams rotten eggs*
N no. I nv bian xin. Energy's album is 80% done. Shuwei said de. Heh. soon we will meet again.
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And I am going to shorten as much as i can on what happened to me frm sat to sun. Gosh.
Sat. Recording. Jade did very well...even xu huan liang said they r the best so far (they were the third out of fifth grp to perform)...but then for lucify, xu huanliang commented they shld be getting in.........so yeah, it really depends on votes and mediacorp now. Coz the judges din give marks so no one noes how much the bands got for their performance. And the judges have 70% of the total score lor. So really cham liao. Tough fight between jade and lucify. Its like almost cfmed either jade or lucify. Well...at first i tot if anyone gets in it will be not bad la...since both are nice grps...........then i changed my mind after lucify gave us sucking attitude. Talk abt that later.
After the recording, we took 1 hr to take pics with jade. Why? coz this kuku jo lah...first time take pic with jade ma...so keep wanting to take pic. We took grp photos with bozz, 2 with xiao long, a few with ter, two with ter n xiao long. PLus...i took single photo with xiaolong, with ter, and with bozz (the funny old boss...so lame as always...). Yup...oh and i took another handphone pic with xiaolong. Meanwhile also ka jiao them to sign my board...wa this bozz tot i was yh...or melody i can't rmb who...then I "=______=" Then he said " Haiya dun liddat leh....sorry la...don't kill me leh" Lol...then i was like " nv lah...just very =___="
Oh then my xiao ding dang fan was like everywhere...blowing xl, then ter, then bozz! HAHA. Ter n xl were like" ni men zi ji cui lah...ni men ye hen re~" then we were like " mei guan xi~" then they felt quite bad. Lol.
Sunday. I didn't want to go. Seriously. I wanna study lor. But this vic very bad sia...she dun want to give me back my photos...coz she passed ter this stack of photos to be signed...then ter give her back, she ask me to come on sunday and get frm her. Stupid. But anyway, i went lor...coz i had jo's board with me also. Then they gave free superband DVD...lol...so dumb...keep giving n giving = = Like no need $$ like that...then went to find jade at the bus. Uh then...liddat lor. Took photos bla bla..
Nothing much until the most jing dian part abt lucify. They so sucky attitude. We wanted take pic with them, but they were too tired after the bus ride...they were sitting at the pavement n misaki was smoking. So then we asked take pic, they say "can we sit down u all come over...coz very tired" so we went behind them, which was MUD all over...coz it just rained earlier. Then our shoes all so wet lah. Then we asked if they cld sit closer coz they were sitting quite apart...and camera cannot squeeze in. Then they ask us to sit in between instead (see how lazy n insincere they are!). then we no one dare to sit in between (only can fit one person)...so in the end, one band member shouted to the other member who was sitting far away "Oi...siam lah!" then the band member got up and sat closer. So pissed off with them la...can't believe they r frens with jade! Cha bie so BIG..............even our dear xiaolong got super pale n sian after the bus ride, he also nv shua da pai lor. Fans ask him take photo, he was like squeezing a smile out...but could see he super tired.............haiz...those dumb fans...dunno hw to use their brains one.
Ahh. quite talking abt them. Anyway, on the way back to mediacorp...jeff's car passed by superband's bus...so vic was waving to ter...who was quite suprised. HAHA. Then misaki winked at us = =++ So then we decided misaki is the only nice one in lucify. Humpf.
Back at mediacorp. xiao ding dang continued to work...coz xiaolong was super tired and he looked like he going to faint anytime =__= Then, i played zi pai with ter. Haha. That means he took a photo of both of us using my phone...but the effect like a bit lan liao. lol...ter's skill of zi pai can still be improved XD Then afterthat, ask them sign the superband dvd we got earlier. They were like "What is that?!??!" Then we realise they dunno anything abt that at all..so we gave them our extra copies...each person one i think. Yup...got home later to realise it is a dvd with all the band's performances...each band one performance..jade's is ai yao tan dang dang...~yups.
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Oh my goodness......bloody stressed now. Actual fact, every thursday is a stressful day for me. After intepretation, everyone's brain cells must be like burn 10000000 brain cells liddat. Bloody stressful can........i am so so dead lah. First he asks us to repeat exactly a 30 plus sentence long. Both chinese and english also must do it. Its called the Short term memory skill in intepretation. Now, we are doing on 1 minute read this short passage (hmm...around 200 words) and tell him how many parts are there to the passage and what is it about. Then he does simple reading comprehension. It may sound easy, but it really depends on what nonsense content he gives. He seems to like giving us political stuff. Like...china's development. Well, its ALL on china. China this china that. Chen shui bian stopover at indonesia he also must care! Iraq and America the nuclear war thing also have! I AM SERIOUSLY GOING MAD. AND I CAN'T DO IT UNDER PRESSURE! OH MY GOD! Its like he makes me scared........i got phobia of him. Everytime he call me I also dunno how to answer...like hun shui mo yu...den he calls other pple i can somehow answer what question he shoots them. Gosh..............................this is bad. How am I going to do my orals at the end of the day?? AHHHHH...and its 50% of the whole module! URGH.
Today, he went " 完蛋了...完蛋了..." when he realised we weren't up to his standard. I also know wan dan...jiahui was like "老師你不能這樣說~才第四個星期~你不可以對我們的要求大高~" Haiz...........i also know wan dan. He was like "你們最好不要在口試當天給我發呆~這個考試是佔據50%﹐這個拿A你整科就穩拿A...如果不及格那就真的幫不了你了"! Haiz.........seems like i might do that. STRESS ah...i can remember any single thing when i'm stressed out! Its like in an exam u can't think of the right stuff to write on ur paper liddat!The more you think, the more it doesn't come out! Worse of all u have a scary teacher in front of you! AHHHH....................so what if he looks like Z chen? Look like milk i also still cannnot remember anything lah.......*sobz* Who can save me from intepretation????????
Then contemporary chinese and marketing also have exams. I am so dead la. Haiz. Oh global issues also. We need the laptop to type our essays for exam. Win liao hor....................=______=
Every thursday is torture day for me. Stress until my hair can drop alot of strands = =
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Today. Guang bo test. Went there quite early though i was the 14th to go up...reached there that time, the 6th one was being tested only. Joked around with jiahui they all in at the back in the conty room....wasn't really nervous until xin yi told me you will know ur marks after the person behind you finishes her prog. That means when 15th person finish her prog, i will know my marks. i was like...whoa...scary sia.
My turn up. before me was Kehong, he chose "jia" as his song. Hmm. I was listening happily trying to relieve stress...but i still couldn't do be natural = = Could hear my voice super nervous...and I kept telling myself to calm down while reading my "gao zi". Urgh. Super nervous until i almost said some stuff wrongly! Gosh...but I didn't like forget to on and off mic, didn't forget to do fade music, my cai ge was not as good as the first time i did as practise, but passable. PHEW. When I off-ed the mic, wow...super high sia. OVER LIAO!! Xuewei said it was not bad^^
My comments from 'dear' yang jun wei. He said what he liked abt my presentation was it was a very personal intro i did and it wasn't many people that could have done it. Then coz my story got 2 characters talking...he liked the way i make it a point to 'change voice' to differentiate. Then...those technical stuff was done not bad. In the end...................got an A. Heh. Missed 1/2 mark to A+. So niao right.......can't he just give me that 1/2 mark................but then it turned out it was the 2nd highest in the class...kinda suprised, coz weiting the super pro dj wannabe got the same marks as me! Gosh. I think she deserved like A+ lah. ycw cock eye lah. And then there was drilling after my turn (heng ah..if not there goes my A) which was kinda irritating and affecting the test....and suay it was wanting's turn that was most affected coz afterthat ycw couldn't bear it and went out to ask them to 'shut up'. So she din do very well...coz she couldn't hear her music at all!! Ycw also said he couldn't...OF COZ LA, USE UR BRAINS CAN...THE DRILLING SO LOUD...and he still dare to give her a lao pok mark...so dumb!! Me and jiahui were like so angry for her jiahui suggested we spit into his bottle (he kept drinking water frm his bottle)..........but after we heard our most hatred enemy had D...we decided not to. HAHA!! DA KUAI REN XIN AH.............serves him right for being so SHOW OFF, ARROGANT AND IRRITATING.......................calling people hurtful names like "auntie"....stupid si gay la him!
End of my story. Back to SUPERBAND.
*can see many pple siamming liao*
I shall continue...
Talked to xiao long on msn yest. Xiao long is frm jade btw if u guys got bad memory like me XD Anyway...heng is me vic yh and him chat all together...one by one i sure dunno wad to say. Lol. I didn't have much to say anyway........but xiao long is so ke ai. Lol. Though i think he talk on msn not as ke ai as real person.....haha! Then vic told me...sat's jade gathering...she went to ask terrence abt us. He said he remembers me and melody only.........the rest he "still trying". Haha.
Revival round for jade!! Its going to be a tough fight mans................hope they really get revived!!! They must get revived lah >_____________________<
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Well, supposed to go to slp now...(my mama zui jing want us all slp early to SAVE ELECTRICITY) but i decided to come back after lying in bed. I need to say this or else i think i can never sleep.
If there is a xing zuo thingy for me and only me, i bet in the friendship area, it will haf NO STARS at all. I've been having bad friendships. Lol. What rotten luck right. Sorry to those i lian lei....*kneels down on the floor and cries*
So I just wanna say..........if you think I don't sound sad or anything (well at least when i talk to you guys on msn or i blog here i don't right?) its coz I am weird. Weird in the sense that no matter how sad stuff I get, I just won't get sad over one day. The maximum is a day. For example, when iris tricked me for april fool's and i got really sad and angry at her, it was over the next morning when i woke up. Don't call me a sore loser for april fool's and not able to accept jokes on AF. I felt really pissed coz i was really worried for her to the extent i dreamt about it in my dream. And then she goes to tell me she was just joking, if i had a chopper i would have chopped her into bits. Lol. And then, there's my A+ essay become D+...i was sad for only a day, and then when i knew jade got out at 12am in the morning, the same day at school at 12 plus, i was over the sadness already...just not sad anymore, but just feeling ke xi i guess.
So it proves to say i am weird. Maybe lucky in the sense that, i can get over sad stuff easily. Unless, you mention it again and psycho me to be sad (eg. those stupid reports on niunai leaving...kept on going for one whole month!!!!! Thats why you will see me contradicting myself over that issue in my blog).
But that doesn't mean they don't matter to me. Doesn't mean my friends' feelings don't matter to me when we have conflicts. Its just that i get over it quick or rather i dun haf time to feel sad about it (coz i am planning to kill alfred chan for giving us such a stupid and boring hw of summarising a few thousand words into 500 words and then writing some dumb essay on globalisation which is worth 35 marks out of 50...gnd lah. Oh and vic and i were saying we going to poison xhl in case j3 gets out this week and in revivial round he gives j3 a good mark coz they r his students and that will kill jade's chance of reviving. So j3 better get in or xhl's DEAD.)
Anyway, i am out of point. heh.
So where am I? Oh yah. So losing a friend is the same feeling as my dropping of A+ to D+ is the same as niunai siamming out of energy is the same as wadever sad feelings that i have lah. No diff ok. I also can't understand why i am always so optimistic about everything..................including sitting beside ltk (the tot abt it makes me shudder =X). So i guess thats why cheenaclub pple always see me happy go lucky like nv get sad before in st margs....coz i get over them fast. Don't ask me how i do it...coz I have no idea how either. It's just me.
I think if one day, my most loved person would to die (choi touch wood 100000000 times), i MIGHT feel the same also. I dunno. Coz it hasn't happen yet. And I have no idea who i love most.
Ok so why am i repeating myself?
Anyway, a point to add that has no link to the above. Well almost. I hate the word ASSUME. Dont ASSUME that if i do this to this person, i will do this to you too (eg. I lied to X, i will lie to Y too OR I killed X's papa, i will kill X's mama too...DON'T LAUGH AT MY EXAMPLES, COZ I CAN THINK OF ANY BETTER ONES). It doesn't make any sense coz if it does, then i think if I kiss my mama, i will kiss you and you and you and you too. RIGHT? So please dun anyhow ASSUME stuff unless you are SUPER DUPER MEGA TRANSPARENT CLEAR about the situation. Coz I feel so yuan wang-ed by mou mou ren.
And most importantly, don't ASSUME that i am talking about YOU coz then you are just getting angry or sad or pissed off (eh isn't it the same as angry?) over NOTHING. Get it? And don't ask me who am i referring to, coz it might just be YOU.
Ooh lala. What the hell am i talking about?
Coz I have more than ONE friendship prob...all the nonsensical nonsense said above may apply or may not apply so please don't ownself assume again. And I am not angry...though I think pple might think i sound like...i am only emphaSAIng* words.
Oh shit. I am really talking rubbish. Ah those who understand should understand. Those who don't then so be it.
*yes i know its a typo but i like spelling it that way XD
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ----> uh...its supposed to be an anti climax end.
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Suddenly was reminded last year's ET. Heh. I so needed to talk to iris lah...but she's not online liao. Bleah.
Anyway, back to my updates on my life. Lol. Actually, this blog is meant for updating on my life....like to track back what I have been doing lately...so in the future i want to reminise (is that how u speeelll that word?!) i can go archives :) And its got use de...even for school work! lol. My wretch is a place more for writing my feelings...and of course sharing hao liao with the rest of my net friends...but basically, its the more shu qing side of me. I guess i can express better in chinese? (fei hua...lol).
Hmm. Went to the radio production place to practise upcoming monday guang bo test. Coz among me jiahui wanting n xuewei, i was the earliest one to be tested so i went first. But i met JJ on the way! (I mean...the CJ JJ...jo shld rmb him, right? I keep meeting him nowadays leh...). Lucky he tot i having lessons so siam out of the console room....lol. I dun like wai ren listening to me practise. But anyway, first one...quite nervous...but jiahui said it was not bad. Except I talked too fast (haha...if i don't, thats not me :D) xuewei said I did the cai ge well...^^ thanks to yanzi ^^ Lol. But i needa change my script. Gosh. My jie shao of pisces is so fu yan lah...but i dunno hw to change it to a better one *cries*
Thursday. We had one hour of ltk only. PHEW. I DUN WANNA SEE HIS FACE...and all thanks to him, i am so scared of zhang zhi chen. =X Anyway, we went to track chinese electronic dictionaries @ creative...xuewei's bf drove us there. He looks like the cute blur blur kind...lol, but too old not my type (note: he is older than niunai). Hrm. Oh before that....I went to SIM mega bites there to pass vic my jade photos. Ran down coz bu hao yi si rang my frens wait for me. Ran PAST yang jun wei...caught him staring at me when i went past him.....but i cldn't react fast enough until i ran past him then i realised...lol. Anyway, I love vic lah..she's sucha nice jiejie.....really that kind will zhao gu ni kind~~~~~love her to bits.
Anyway, aferthat, xuewei's bf sent us to the hang ten warehouse sale. HE IS SO NICE!!! Coz a few days ago, jiahui showed us this newspaper cutting saying hang ten warehouse sale near IMM 90% discount. Lol. Oh and xuewei told us, her bf wanted to bring us out for lunch last time...but she scared we dun like so dun dare tell us. HAHA. Anyway, i bought a green shirt there...so i dun haf to wear tweety bird to see jade everytime.
Xiaolong is just as cute even not seeing him for 1 week!!!!!!!!!
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Feeling happy today. Think because today's lessons were like so funny. Well that was a BIG CONTRAST to yesterday...when that stupid LEE TONG KING sat beside me in the bus on the way home.........DAMN SUAY can...of all people, HIM?!?! OH MY TIAN..I smsed jiahui and acc. to xuewei, the both of them were on the mrt and jiahui laughed DAMN LOUDLY UNTIL EVERYONE STARED AT HER. Wat the shit...den she still say we both got yuan. Yuan my ass lah...........this is SUAY LOR. THE WORSE LUCK OF THE WORSE....I see his face I scared liao.......haiz....hw am i going to do my orals in front of him. *sobz* He got so high expectations somemore..............................
Anyway, i am not supposed to talk about him. Bleah. Today, for presentation skills, yang jun wei (ooh lala...jo's friend is gg excited again?!?!) managed to get ling zhi from 933 to talk to us. She's quite a nice person to talk to...her fav. phrase is "ni zhi dao ma?" I wanted to count the no. of times she said that, but I decided paying attention was more impt. HAHA. And she and yang jun wei kept pai ma pi-ing and at the same time niao-ing each other. Haha. Like ling zhi said how junwei got some teachers award. Lol. But i must say ling zhi really put effort into this talk...she even got li yi and ma li to record wad is guang bo all about! I was quite suprised...and ma li went "tong xue men ni men hao~" so cute. Lol. And then li yi demonstrated wad is "pok mic" in the recording. Lol.
Then another surprise. She brought that day morning (8:30 am de) xin wen gao for us to read...(our lesson's at 12). Surprise surprise......and guess wad?? I wasn't chosen!! My row...jiahui wanting xuewei all kana by her.......EXCEPT ME!! OH YES...I AM SO LUCKY NOW. Heh.
Afterthat, nicholas sabo-ed yang jun wei and ask him to come up and read. junwei was like "bu yao...wo zai lu ying lah..." then ling zhi was like asking him to go...say teacher sure very li hai de.......den she ask nic to go help junwei video instead. Then when nic came over, junwei was like shaking his finger at him then saying jokingly "ni gei wo ji zhu~" Lol.
Afterthat was photo taking session. I brought my camera ^^ So we went take pics with lin zhi. And that toot wanting wanted to take pic with junwei. I was like "for wad?? U see him so long until dun wanna see liao................." in the end she din take. Wahahhaha...
After lunch was contemporary language. WOW ALFRED ROCKS MAN...jiahui gave him a nickname : Nanny chan. Wahahhaha!!! Coz huh...look at this :
1) Got exam. supposedly open book but it wasn't allowed by NUS. So he said, he will provide a small booklet as part of wad the examination material. And he say last week he will discuss with us to put wad we wanna put in it (so there's no diff to open book liao...gao zhao...)
2) He tells u how to ans qns that will "most prob" (he set the ppr one) come out. Like 10 marks essay right...he tell u first, u must write this, then write this, then write this...then u get ur 10 marks. WOW. Like that we kao wad shi?
3) He says, if we somehow cannot make it to his lesson...no MC (in another words...like pon class coz u haf urgent matters like say, suddenly got to go work, or sending ur fren off if ur fren's going on further studies), just go to him and sign attendence then he lets u go off.
4) no need call him teacher. Call him alfred. But of coz in front of other teachers cannot liddat lah...
THAT LEE TONG KING SAYS ALFRED PO HUAI HANG QING....my foot lah. Coz the year ones thought all teachers also can call by name, so went to call lee tong king "zhong qing~" then kana lectured by lee tong king...lol. Our dear year ones are so naive XD.
I hate lee tong king. Why must he take bus 52 also T_T
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Oh boy. Im supposed to sleep now, but my papa's using the toilet. I can't brush my teeth. but anyway, can't help but say this...........WARNING!!
Weird stuff happening lately sia..
First, fel's injured disjoint knee.
Second, grace's hp got stolen together with her ID and wallet
Third, supposedly from grace, sh had stomach pains for 2 weeks.
Fourth, today I injured my toe when going up escalator...it was rubbed against the sharp part of the escalator and it bleed so sickoly. Glad I no need go superband today.
Fifth, yh's papa's rear car window 'suddenly' splattered for nothing...heng yh wasn't in it or i think RJ might have lost a GENIUS in some science competition *smirk*
sixth, JADE GOT OUT (ok im still not over that...lol)
seventh, my sis hit temperature of 39 degrees last week for fever, now her voice is like shit. Lol.
SO THE MORAL OF THE STORY:
Those who hadn't met into some weird or bad trouble better be careful!!!!!!! The next one might be you =X
Suddenly feel glad mine was over. Lol.
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Had a weird dream last night. Hmm. It was so....like logical...not like normal dreams when suddenly u appear somewhere with someone else that kind.........
Dreamt my papa was fetching me and xuewei( i dunno why i dreamt of her...lol) home halfway at night he stopped the car den got down. Then I also got down to i dunno do wad, but when i wanted to return, I couldn't find my way back to the car. No sign of the car at all. Then I saw a car that looked like my papa's drive off...chased after it, but it disappeared into the darkness. I heard my papa calling for me, asking me where the car. Then i was like...I can't find it?!?! Then we realised the car was missing........with xuewei in it!! So we both panicked......the next scene was us at home. I called xuewei's bf to inform him xuewei was missing. Then he came to my house (funny thing I imagined him...i nv seen her bf before...but she really have one lah). Then I said wanna go find her.....and he came along. Halfway out of my house, I saw xuewei hiding under the car with some bad pple (why under the car dun ask me why...that was the only weird part...how can like 4or 5 pple squeeze UNDER the car??!). But anyway, then i ran back into the house, shouting that xuewei was outside under hostage. THen I got shot. My back hurts lor (like literally lah...dunno why). Then while lying down on the floor, i ask my papa quickly close the door and shout to my mama to call police......my papa got shot when locking the door in the chest. Then my mama ignored me and continuing tidying the house. Lol. Then I rushed upstairs with my handphone in my hand calling for 999 but then i ended up pressing 666 so the call can't get through!!! Downstairs could hear the bad pple banging on the door asking me to open up. Then I finally called 999 someone picked up the phone but no one answered me (so stupid lah). then I keep hello-ing and telling them my hse got bad pple while finding a place to hide.
Then i woke up. HAHA. SO stupid. 666 is like to hell lah. Anyways, then i found my back really hurt...dunno why......i also nv fall on the floor. But it was like so horrible nightmare.......of running away from bad pple. Lol. Then slept back and was almost late for school. Bleah.
Today had lesson at the radio production room. Had fun playing with the console...heh. DJ job not so bad after all.........im the 14th for exam.......after ke hong before jiahui ^_^
SOUL IS SINGING MORE THAN WORDS FOR NEXT FINALS. ISHI IS MY SIS' SENIOR (My sis got into NTU's communication studies which is like mass comm lah.)
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Hmm. Early back from school today. Supposed to have lessons till 6. I pon-ed global issues and contemporary chinese. Bleah. Got to go to NSC later for check up. Hope there's nothing serious with the blood tests results (I doubt will have prob lah...I am a "heathy baby" ...ning do you find this phrase familiar XD)
Anyway, JADE got out. Sian. Really sad and disappointed...though my 6th sense told me they'd be out. Haiz. Vic was terribly upset...she couldn't accept the fact that JADE had got out so fast! All that xu huan liang's fault...if he had given jade a 7, then i guess man tou would be out instead. But oh wells...actually I thought about it...Jade always managed to scrap past...might as well get out now and have more time to prepare for revival round. Its better than they got out the week before the revival round and then they don't have enough time to impove themselves. Read terrence's blog. They seem to have more drive in them to fan sheng. Thats good...hope they weren't really affected.......coz this time they'll be competing with G FORCE...its hard to decide who might get in. Plus glamours also............
And I voted 16 times for jade. HAHA. A bit mad lah...at first wanted 10 only...then vote a bit more. But end up also they din get in. Lol. Just as well........better start saving for revival round....make sure jade gets in again =)
According to vic, when she intro-ed us again to xiao long one by one, xiao long replied "OHHH.." very loudly when it came to me, vic said he remembers me. But I din have any impression of that "oh". Lol. He very funny leh ask me add him he still haven't go on msn and add me back =___=
Oh. And did anyone spot me on tv? Huiwen did...lol. I thought no one did......but it seems like huiwen got sharp eyes XD
JADE JIAYOU ^^
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